I am a Fan

[This text was originally published in AREA Chicago #11 in July 2010]

This project reflects my own experience as an immigrant to the US and more recently to Chicago, and speaks to issues of assimilation, passing, and otherness. I noticed that in Chicago, immigrants frequently wear sports team paraphernalia as a marker of belonging and “Americaneness”. The shirts in the piece are embroidered with quotes from recent immigrants to Chicago speaking of trying to fit in and of their preconceived notions of America. I used fabrics native to the countries where the person quoted is from, and superimposed them onto the sport teams logos to make the attempted shift between Other and American apparent. I made the shirts’ tags prominent in the piece, as they are made in “immigrant sending” countries, such as Honduras, Guatemala and Swaziland. The paradox of the shirts being made where immigrants to the U.S. are coming from, and then being used as markers of Americaneness speaks of the incredibly shifting and multi-layered quality of contemporary society and the elusiveness of “home”, but also of the discrepancies of mobility and capital.

Here is the text embroidered on the t-shirts:

1. “Money hurts my feelings somehow. Because money in the U.S. is the most important thing. But, what is it? Money is nothing. It’s us , love, justice, morals , ethics, education. That’s most important.
For the longest time I was trying to get rid of my accent. But I don’t think I wanna do it anymore. People look you up and down, think you are lower then them if you are an immigrant.”

embroidered t-shirt

Made in Honduras (on the tag)

tag circled


2. “I don’t feel like an American because lots of times many people have told me ‘where are you from?’ for example, I changed all my wardrobe because what I used to wear I noticed that it attracts attention, so I said’ OK, I will change all my wardrobe, try to dress like American.” That didn’t even change anything. People in the train said ‘where are you from?” I said ” Why? how do you know I am not American?’ ‘It’s the way you sit, it’s the way you walk’. I went to a bar downtown to watch the Bulls. I sit at the bar and the guy next to me said ‘where are you from?’ Even in this darkness in the bar people see you and can recognize where I am from.”


embroidered sweatshirt

Made in Swaziland

3. “I started looking at some of these movies. I looked and I see how America is, and these high rise buildings. It was funny that when I first thought America, I thought it was 100% white people. I didn’t know there are all these different people from all these different countries. I thought ‘I am going to a white country, I am gonna act like a white’”

embroidered sweatshirt

Made in Guatemala

More info available on Chiara’s website.


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